Feeling lost in my dreams, floating off through the night
Wondering how I’m gonna find the strength to say goodbye
You hear the fear in my voice, see the pain in my eyes
You tell me to take your hand, “Just take it slow, you’ll be alright
I know the days can be dark sometimes, and the world can feel so heavy
But when the haze and the noise lift up, you’ll see life isn’t all that scary”
And even though we’ll be far apart, well that doesn’t mean you’re gone forever
You’ll always have a place to call home, and I’ll be waiting for you

Waiting by the phone just to hear your voice
Looking for a flawless connection
Trying to escape from the everyday
And find myself a new direction
Sitting there and listen to the dial tone
Wishing that you could answer
Thinking back to when you were still around
And getting caught in retrospection
Wishing I could tell you one last time
That you’ll have my heart forever
But instead I have to live with the regret
That we didn’t say goodbye together

Now I just get caught up with the thoughts in my head
That are echoing, telling me “you’d be better off dead”
And somehow I gotta find the strength to get through the day
When I’m struggling just to find the strength to get out of bed
And I’m trying every moment to find a way to stay motivated
Moving through the world but I’m constantly disassociated
Looking for a reason to justify my existence
But my feelings on the matter? Well those are just so complicated
Cos I don’t know if I wanna hang on by threads anymore
Or if I just wanna take the leap and end it all
Take the chance that I can see you one last time

And while I sit inside that thought
I hear a voice call out to me saying
“So you wanna end it all?
Well that shit’s easy, all you gotta do is pull the trigger”

You could just end it all
You could let all of this go
Just take the fall
Take the fall